(Inspired by ponderings of what Marsayas might have said while hanging on the tree after Apollo flayed him.)
You cut to kill, but I may yet survive
and if I do, you’ve given me much to consider.
Laid bare to blood-drenched muscle,
every movement, every slight breeze
sears my nerves with fresh pain.
If I die, surely it will be of agony, not injury.
I don’t think you will be wearing my hide;
such is undoubtedly well beneath you.
Though perhaps someday I will wear yours:
not in death- for you, there is none
but if someday you shed your skin
like you shed a tear, molting like a snake,
if I should come along at just the right time,
I would seize it up and wrap it around me-
could I then be you, for just a moment
before your essence is lost?
Yes, I am delirious.
You may think me a fool to challenge a god,
but even if I die today, I will be immortal.
(On a related note, I would like to point out this painting illustrating the flaying- this is one that I would love to have a print of one of these days. )
Oh, I love this. Really captures some of the insanity and truth of the moment.
Btw, my favorite painting of the myth is this one because Apollon looks positively beatific as He gets ready to torture Marsyas.
Actually that poem sums up my thoughts of the relationship between Marsyas and Apollon rather well. It is interesting that Marsyas did in a way evolve through this, he did become a river god. It also fits in very well with Orphic philosophy.
Anyway I just wanted to say it is a very nice poem.
And that pic is fantastic. I can see why you would want it.
Thank you, sorry it took so long to erspond, but aftermoving t5o the west coast, we’ve been without internet access at home for a while. Hopefully to be resolved soon…